Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Third Grade

Jun 29
I was back in my third grade classroom, and I was getting a grade back on some assignment. The assignment I had turned in had a hand drawn star and a few words scribbled underneath. My third grade teacher explained I would have to start doing better, and was talking to my father about it. I went outside the classroom and I lost my grip on my paper, and it flew away in the breeze. It fluttered across a field and over a fence, and as I lost it, my teacher was annoyed that I was unable to catch the paper, telling me it was part of my grade.
Next I realized that I wasn't in third grade, but actually in 11th grade. I then thought how on days when lunch was after my English class (I suppose I was taking third grade English at Duveneck, my old elementary school), I would have a half hour to get back to PALY (my actual high school). I was telling my teacher that it would take 45 mins to get to PALY, and so there wasn't enough time. And anyway, I informed her, I couldn't ever get to 4th period on time, because passing period was only 5 minutes.
Suddenly, I was on a train and when it stopped I was walking down the train aisle, but the setup was similar to the Hogwarts train in Harry Potter. There were many separate compartments, and each had a classroom in it. I was trying to find my classroom, and there was some lady asking me how I felt when I turned wooden handles, and later I found out I was placed in a Special Ed class. It was all very strange.

Monday, June 28, 2010

There Really Can Be No Title For This Dream

Jun 28
It started off with myself and a random guy awkwardly staring at each other across rooms, until eventually we met. Then we went diving together, only we first wrapped ourselves in polyester tubes, such that we didn't have to use oxygen. We inspected the water and found mini jellyfish and little tiny animals, but we soon realized that all the animals were dying because of pollution.
Soon I was in a large room, and they were announcing the winners of some strange television show. I was not anywhere close to being a winner, but there was a part where my friend from ice-skating won, so I was pleased.

Later, on a mysterious tangent, I was in a cooking class setting with my friends and we were cooking pizza. The annoying people in my cooking class dropped cherries into it for some reason, but we were able to still make an okay pizza. Later, I walked into my first class of the day (for some reason cooking didn't count), but at first I couldn't remember what my first period class was. I walked into a random class and asked if it was "2nd period", but I was ushered rudely out.
Then, I was back at the competition place, only things had changed from the initial design. To begin with, there were 4 picture stations set up, surrounding a small pool. It was very sunny and warm, and I appeared to be on my way out of the reception. I was walking with someone that was apparently my friend, and their mother. At each picture station they took your email and name, so that they could send you the pictures. At first the pictures were taken as you walked by, to test your natural picture taking abilities. However, the last ones required standing on couches and posing. I was watching my friend try posing and I thought I would try, because I realized that a bunch of poses were possible. In the end however, I just felt too awkward to have my picture taken. I told the camera people that I wanted to become part of the technical aspects, like lighting or sound. I then decided to try taking an experimental picture with my friend and her mother, and when it didn't look terrible, I left my name and email down. When they heard my last name, they said "I don't want to hear that last name" and I was intrigued, but did not question.
Upon walking out of the picture area, my friend and her mother disappeared and I was standing next to some tall, brown haired man who was teaching me how to plug myself into an Ethernet cable and access the inside of the controls for the picture taking area. At one point, we dove into a small white paneled area, while a women yelled at us. The guy pushes me forward to access this strange screen with data on it, but he was unplugged from his cable and was unable to stay inside the data area. I'm not sure what happened after that, but i think the man lived and I eventually got out.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Chase Scenes

Jun 27
I was crouching outside of a museum, dressed in some sort of running clothes, and I carefully snuck into the museum and was hopping from covered patch to covered patch until a guard caught me and chased me. I ran out passed the woolly mammoth exhibit and past a case about brains and out through a "museum personnel only" door. Once outside, I realized there were police and various investigator looking for me, and I had to run away very fast. This women chased me for a long time, through a complex city that had an extremely improbable number of thin passages between buildings, and way too many trash cans. It was late at night, and as I rounded a corner, there was the museum again. I had somehow run in a complete circle (though it took me what felt like hours). Dashing through the legs of the policemen, I mysteriously ran back into the museum. I had a large chase with various people and ended up running out the same door as before. At this point, my dream changed to something about bathtubs.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Theatre Performances

June 25
this marks the start of my "advanced" dream logs. Since i write them in the morning, i'm generally tired and my writing and descriptions are lame. I'm going to try to do better. Starting now.

Last night my dream was very bizarre. It started off in an auditorium, where there were people filling about half the seats and watching people on the stage. I sat down in a seat, with some guy who apparently was my boyfriend. I look at the stage, which had turned into the floor of the gym, and these people that were wearing boots that bobsled teams wear, were jumping around the gym in strange black leotards, sort of skating/gliding along. My boyfriend then said that he was looking forward to the performance, and I nodded and walked down the aisle to an unknown location, possibly in front of the stage that had reappeared. I looked back up at my boyfriend, who was suddenly in the row one above me, despite the fact that i had just walked down about 5 rows worth, and was now standing on the base level.
Anyways, i watched as my dream boyfriend was first talking with a girl, then hugging her, then sitting and laughing with her, and then finally proceeding to draw her into a deep kiss. My friends, who had suddenly appeared next to me, asked "isn't that your boyfriend?" and I replied "I thought he was" in a completely unconcerned manner.
At some point I entered the backstage area where people in costume were running around and practicing ballet. I had a moment where I knew I was dreaming, and attempting to control my dream, I willed myself into a costume and proceeded to walk back out of the backstage area, though a small doorway in the way, that led me to the front area of the theatre, looking out at what had become packed bleachers. My friend appeared beside me and mentioned her fear of heights.
There was also something about resolving the mysterious dream-boyfriend-that-kissed-other people dilemma, but I can not recall with much clarity what occurred.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

School Stress

Jun 20

I dreamed that I was going to school for the first day of Junior year, but that I had forgotten to get school supplies or finish all of my AP US history homework. I was planning how to get them done if my APUSH class was after lunch, but I didn't know my schedule. There was some confusion when I first entered the school ground, but somehow I ended up on the quad and putting my backpack down. When I later came back for it, it was opened upside down and some stuff was gone. Namely my AP work. There was some part about me running through the campus and yelling at various administrators/teachers. Nobody was helpful in my search. There was also some part about running over to Johnson park and some teachers chasing us. Lastly, my friend and I were standing on a gate by a dark park while creepy music played and the sound of spooky screaming and blood dripping sound could be heard.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Parents

Jun 19

My dream was strange and involved my mother getting divorced and having a boyfriend and my dad having a girlfriend and me having to choose between my parents. There was a large party and both parents were standing around. I was very mad at them for making my decision harder.
And then I was in school and there were all these strange things going on. Because of this, someone informed me that my mother was dead. At one point, there was a large raindrop that knocked me over, and i had trouble standing up. For some reason I was given a balloon and I was moping around carrying it. I had a moment of clear thought, where i realized i was pretending that my mother was dead, and was pretending to have to choose between my parents. But i realized that my friends were coming over to comfort me, and so i remained silent. There was also something about a bus and a school prank and me falling over in the rain (again).

(see? I fall over in the rain alot, non-existent readers. but maybe its a good thing that you don't exist. I act differently in dreams. I guess i have less peer pressure in them)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Sports and Falling Over

Jun 18

There was something about polar ears and seals and fish and how they were all disappearing.

Then there was something about the Olympics and how I was the USA runner for a baseball hitter and I failed. And then i was something else for the soccer for England and I also screwed up. There was something about people looking for Camille (a friend of mine) and Pocahontas, but since they weren't around I pretended I was them, and everyone believed me for some bizarre reason.

Then there was a part about school and dentist appointments and rain. I was waking on a slanted road and it was uphill and rainy, and I was having trouble walking straight. At the top I turned around and there were all these people looking at me strangely. I lied and told them i had a back problem, because i was embarrassed about not being able to get up once i fell over. This is a consistent theme in dreams that i have. The falling over thing i mean.

Then when nick (my brother) and I got home, our house was set up like a mystery house or a haunted house or something and it was creepy.

Lastly, there was a game of womens basketball going on and I was sitting on the hoop causing trouble for the players.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Mazes and More

Jun 11 or 12
My dream 2-3 days ago was about wanting to go to castilleja, a nearby girls private school, and something about new family members and skateboarding

My dream last night (jun 14) was about a maze, and if things wrapped around you, you had to stay in the maze, so you tried to push the random objects on other people. Then there was a prize at the end, so when I got free from the maze, I went to the clerk person, but first I had to do some strange thing that involved giving a red ticket, but I had a green ticket. Then the clerk told me to wait, and they went to go get lunch. While I was waiting, a different person had everyone sit down, at which point my spot in line was lost. I was really mad because only the first 30 people got prizes, and I yelled at the cashier for awhile, but it did no good.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Disjoined Reality

May 31, 2010

My dream started with me setting up for a performance in the theatre. Something about a bird getting loose in the theatre happened, and then I was trying to catch the bird
After that I was sitting on a bench or a railing or something and talking about camp. A man came along in a towel, for some reason or another, and then both of us were embarrassed for another unknown reason. We began walking next to each other, eventually uncovering the fact that this guy liked to talk. A lot. Eventually we came to a house and again my dream changed and I was sitting on a bed with some girl and apologizing. It was all rather nonsensical.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Alternate Realities

May 8, 2010
Somehow I was walking up a hill on a hiking trip and then I went off the path, and then returned because some little kid was in the way. There was something about my mom being killed and this guy talking about blood and salt, saying he got some salt which was bad. Then the guy was making other people do things because he was so mad about the blood/salt thing (I think this related to my mother's death). There was some point later when he was reliving the point of pain or something, and then there were things about computer screens and heroic deeds and stuff.
Anyway, eventually I met these young girls and two boys and we did something to get out of the alternate universe we were in, which resulted in them growing up in front of my eyes.
When I returned from the land where my mother was gone, I was older, but I had not lived those years during which I had been gone from my home town, since those years had been spent in an alternate reality. My home was falling apart when I got there, and everything was different. All the monkey bar slats were connected by ivy and age, which was very bizarre. I saw my mother, and mentioned the monkey bar slats, but since she had remained in this world even while I was in the other one, she did not find it weird. People were using my house lot for subsistence farming and using the playground for a preschool playground. When my friend and I walked around, we saw my mother and some people I had known a long time before, all of whom thought I had either died or disappeared (run away). There was some attack at some point but I was able to defend myself using karate moves or something. There was also mention of my family getting a dog.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Lord Of the Ringsesque

May 2, 2010
I had this dream that I was at some class and there was this professor who was surrounded by cheerleaders and some how got attacked by them. Then some character from a t.v. Series was there and she was trying to help me. There was a part when she was sitting on a log and I noticed that under the log there was a woman.
Then there was large sequence of towns that i traveled to in search of safety. Some of the towns were very grand, looking more like ancient Rome than actual towns.
At one point I was holding a ring and people were chasing after me. I climbed up a building wall and found myself with the cheerleaders again

Though I can not remember this dream in full, there is something about it that feels like it is important and has some realistic relavance.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Dreams Within Dreams

April 28, 2010
I had this dream that this person in my Spanish class was some how related to me, and as I was walking along I saw my dad teaching her to drive. I stopped him and complained that I should have taught me first, but they both sort of shrugged. I walked off and was thinking strange thoughts consisting of inconsistent facts. My mind seemed to be mad that she was taught first, because I was his daughter, so I should have been taught first. But if I was actually related to her, then it made sense because she was older. I'm not really sure if she was my sister or not.
Another part was in front of the theatre at school. It was confusing, but the basic story in that dream seemed to relate to getting publicly embarrased, telling other people about the dream above (in my dream the first dream was a dream, but my dream self thought the events of this dream were real), and following a scavenger hunt to get a hamster. It was all very confusing.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Airplanes

April 15, 2010

My dreams were very disjointed, partially because I am sick and so woke up multiple time in the night. The main theme was about being on airplane flights and having my baggae lost. Every time I would have to get it checked, they would somehow lose my luggage. There was this part about waiting in line and all the people in front of me had taken all the free items. There was also something about walking up and around in order to catch the plane because parts of the plane ticket filling out was under ground and the other parts were around the other side of a city block.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Relations

April 11, 2010

I had a dream about being in a train and I got on the wrong train and wasn't supposed to be there and something about me muttering "heir actually" when someone mentioned some inheritence. The train that I got on by accident was for royalty, but as the need came up to explain myself, I mumbled the part about me being an heir. I was the heir of some king or ruler, or at least I told people I was. Then my friend, Person A, was all surprised. My friend, Person B, was there as well, but I don't remember what was going on. I believed it was related to the fact that neither A nor B knew I was royalty, and I had always thought A and B were poor.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Enemies

April 2, 2010

Linea (a classmate of mine in real life) and I were neighbors and I said something about troubled times and she. Asked me what I would do if she was the last neighbor left and I yelled that "I would rather starve". Then there was this part with mr brigham (my old music teacher) and Whinnie (my real neighbor and random people at a block party and something about stale pieces of bread and a dirty yard. There was something about a play and acting, and something else about time portals. It was very confusing

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Strange

February 13, 2010

My dream started as being in Carmel and going over to a part of our yard that I had not been in before.
Then there was this part where I was talking to this girl (who was apparently my sister) and she was telling me about her life. We were in her restaurant, and she was saying that her and her husbands plan was to get enough profit to retire. At some point there were references to her being divorced multiple times. Mom appeared later and claimed she never knew what was going on because she and Jenny (who was the girl I was talking to) never talked. This seemed odd to me since the girl was my sister apparently.

I have a lot of dreams where i have a sister, though i really don't in real life

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The Long Confusing Dream

February 7, 2010

It started with this part about zombies taking over this town and I was running through back passages of these warehouses to try and escape the zombies. At one point one was chasing me and I ran down the hill and past this giant snowman and I was able to run really fast despite the fact that there was thick snow on the ground.
I was playing hockey and then I stopped and went into a more "private room" so I could just play 1 on 1 hockey, but it was basically a tiny room with a table and chairs. It connected to this loft area that was high enough up to protect against zombies and so it was safe to stay there. I was exploring the area in the loft when I realized it could be broken into via secret passage. I did some weird magic thing with my hand, but when tested only made the building weaker.
At the end of the Dream there was something about going down the highway and Trying to call out to people There was also this guy who was shouting "I gave you scorn. I gave you scorn. I gave you wetness!!" and weird things like that. And something about a train wreck.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

School

January 27, 2010

I went to some school that was different than Paly (my high school) , and there was something strange that happened but I don't remember what it was
At home, there was this passage that had once allowed for slaves to go through the Underground Railroad and so mom and I did test things to try it out. It was very strange.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Weird

January 16, 2010 (dreams)

My dream was long and creepy in some parts.
One part I was in an old run down place sitting on a bench. For some reason my friend was there too, and he said something similar to "this will probably look weird to people walking by" and then we kissed. Then I was all like "that was awkward" and my friend kinda shrugged. Then someone blew up the old ruined place we were in but some guy pushed me away and saved my life. I looked for clues as to who was responsible but I couldn't figure it out. Then some other people moved in to the place (which had turned into a kinda of house for me) and various things happened.
There was some part when i was in a car and this guy was driving and then he turned and asked me out. I didn't really know him that well but I said yes.
There was some part about catching rabbits in the snow and then realizing that i had to leave the East Coast (where I mysteriously was). I sort of swung on vines of seaweed and clambered along rocks as my way of getting home.
The last few bits were about alligators in the water and other weird things like that.
At an earlier point, there was this great journey about getting somewhere and in the process there were various problems and something about ants and strange villages. It is mainly all a blur.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Heroic dreams

January 3, 2010


I had this dream that had many parts.

One part was about being at church and accidentally thinking that someone was my friend AnaCena. When she turned around she wasn't, but I talked to her anyway. Her mom told me the daughter had a disease called 'flowers' and I nodded and said that AnaCena once had that too. Then I helped put things in boxes, but I had to go to skating. The mother that I had just been talking to said I couldn't go but I ran out of the church anyway.

At this point I found a dog, a corgie, and picked it up. Some people on the street asked if it was mine but I informed them that I had only just picked it up. Later I brought it home and was teaching it tricks, when the mother of the random girl told me if I didn't find the real owner she would call the police. I told my parents of her previous crabbiness (i.e. Telling me I had to stay at church) and then the women and I argued for a bit

Then there was this part where I was some sort of magical person (as in I could sort of fly) and I was at my old elementary school. I was supposed to be looking for a person, a criminal or something, and I met a boy while I was there but did not capture him. Then I looked at the field and some fellow magic people had circled a girl and had shot a small orange ball at her which I later knew was death, or similar to a magic bullet. I sort of dove through the air and kicked her in the stomach to knock her out of the way and save her because I knew the boy was the real culprit. I apologized then asked if she could run presumably because my fellow people were going to be mad at me. We ran away for awhile.

Then I was over some sort of lava and was somehow saving people. I forget most of what happened, but there was sone part about saving people from dangerous orange drops and I risked my life and got all hurt. In the end I survived though and my friend Emma came and picked me up in her car. I explained about the crabby women, but not about the strange magicness (for some weird reason), and she and her mother made various comments. In the re-telling of the tale, it was revealed that the women was from another church and was doing some sort of fundraiser. Emma stopped by her house to pick up something but then she was both in the front and back seat at the same time. Neither of us found this odd and I remarked, to the back seat Emma, that she should have turned around while in the front seat. We, the back seat Emma and I, laughed about that

There was something else I think, but I have forgotten.